 hey! this is where i kinda express my feelings. i easily get bored so this place is my cure of boredom ;)
people can call me yan because it is short and simple. my full name is kinda long but still nice and long ;D i currently live in bkt mhkota in slangor. i'm a uitm malacca's student doing my first year in dip in accounting information system. i'm not good in writing so if you ever get bored reading my blog just keep it to your self ;)
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hihihi you could shake the stars out of the sky, doesn’t matter, our faiths will collide. watch all the water strain, still I know it would be the same. let the rain falling on your face,run into your eyes. can you see the rainbow now? through the stormy skies, cud you find any hate? standing in the rising tide, heaven's light shines on, sea rising at your feet. how far can u go? like two rivers flow to the open sea. Fold your hands in silent prayer, eternal peace you'll find. dont stop
ahaha.. asl sedeyh?? =(( BOY: I saw her today GIRL: I saw him today BOY: It seems like its been forever GIRL: I wonder if he still cares BOY: She looks better than before GIRL: I couldn't stop staring at him BOY: I asked her how things were going GIRL: I asked about his new girlfriend BOY: I'd choose her over any girl im with GIRL: He's probablly really happy right now BOY: I couldnt look at her without starting to cry GIRL: He couldnt even look at me BOY: I told her I miss her GIRL: He doesnt mean it BOY: I meant it GIRL: He didnt mean it BOY: I love her GIRL: He loves his new girlfriend BOY: I held her for the last time GIRL: He gave me a friendly hug BOY: Then I went home and cried GIRL: Then I went home and cried BOY: I lost her GIRL: I still love him
hahaha... what a day?? =)) ekekeke.. hahaha... first of all.. skg aku rase agak sunyi arh.. cuz all of my cousin went back to their hometown.. waa... feeling sad.. hahaha.. aritu hazy call aku..ekekek.. lamer gak arh kami borak.. memuler dier call pastu dh lamer2 tu dier surow aku call lak.. tp aku call tk lame cuz nenek aku lak panggil.. haha.. kitorg borak psl aper ekk.. mcm2 actually.. memuler psl skolah.. psl tu psl our daily life.. n then borak2 psl killer.. psl awek dier.. heish memacam gak arh.. tkkn aku nk igt sumer kn.. haha.. phm2 jerk laa kn... ok.. ni psl cousin aku tu.. ader 3 org.. 2 boys one girl.. haha.. ade boys yg sorang ni aku tktau arh name dier.. tp aku panggil dier F hahah... ermp.. muker dier jgn ckp arh.. cair giler.. tom cruise pn kalah.. haha well mmg arh tom cruise kalah sbb sbnarnyer tom cruise tu bkn enshem pn.. ekekek.. haha.. mmg muker dier chumei sgt.. tp satu problem dier ni.. tk reti bergaul.. haha.. sepak kang.. sepatah org tanyer sepatah dier jwb.. eish2.. aper nk jadie... kekeek.. ok satu ari ni kami gie umah org kawen.. secare tk disangke.. seats utk kami mkn limited.. mase tu gi wiv family arh kn.. haha.. pastu.. memuler aku dok sorang2.. kt meja yg lain ngan family aku..hehe.. pastu tetiber aderang dtg depan aku..aku pn mcm.. uiks.. ekekek...ruper nyer dier .. hahaha.. pastu aku pn mcm.. lantak ko arh.. n i kept eating .. tp mase mkn tu aku mmg kontrol arh kn..ekekek.. mesti arh mkn sopan2..tkkan nk mkn mcm org kebulor kot.. emrp... befday aku dh nk dkt.. tp nnt.. parent aku masing2 tkder kt umah.. outstation..hmm...tension jerk.. tkper arh nk wat cemane kn.. nk kuar..tp tgh pokai.. heish.. tp aku dh ajak yg lain gi alamanda.. cemane ekk?? tkper arh.. i'll figure out sumfin bangang.. haha.. wokeh blog.. thanx fer being a gewd listener assalamualaikum
haha .. boOm!! how cum huh?? |x| You Turn to Hurt |x| When I first saw you,    
haha.. arie cutie n raye yg best!! haha...weh..per citer neyh?? eyh...lame giler tk upd8.. haha... giler arh..tk sempat nk upd8...soli2... hye ya bloggie.. how ya doin?? haha..bengong.. neway aku nk citer lak lepas abes pmr aritue.. mmg rase giler2 lege arh... alhamdulillah..it's not as hard as i tot.. but its kinda oklah..nk ikutkn dgn tahap iq aku yg tk seberape ini.. aku rase ader lah susah2 sket kn.. haha.. pastu..cuti skolah abes.. ermp..mmg rindu gle arh kt memeber2 kt skolah kn... tp tkper dok umah kemas umah lg bagos... then hari berganti hari n bulan pun berganti... syawal pn menjelang.. aku menyambutnya dgn hati yg penuh kegembiraan dgn satu matlamat br dlm hidupku.. which is forget tha past.. create new life.. n be better than i am today.. aku rase tahun ni tahun yg plg happening arh bg aku.. cuz aku berkesempatan utk ?? aku pn tktau..haha.. neway.. aku habiskan mase seminggu kt kampung..yer arh..family aku ni kire ramai gak..byk rumah yg kami jelajahi.. hehe..yg aku tk tahan kn...huhu..perh..family bpk aku ni mcm ramai arh..11 org adek bradek.. ish...so uncle2 aku ni plak ensem2 n smart2.. yg aku tk tahan.. anak2 dier pn smart2 n ensem2...ekekek.. naseb baik tk terbeliak bijik mate aku ni..heish.. tp aku ni ..hehe..tau2 jer lah kn...memuler tu mmg malu ar... aku tk tego derg sgt..alih2 derg tego dulue br aku cam.. being frenly gak la...ececece.. mane tk malunyer... lame gak arh kami ni tk berjumper... eish.. melayan perasaan lah aku sorg2 mase kt kg tu..hurmp.. ader satu mase ni aku gi raye kt kuala kangsar.. pastu mase dlm keta tu aku pandang luar tingkap... tgh melayan prasaan lah ni.. pastu tetiber kn..jeng jeng jeng.. haha.. ader sorang mamat ni br blk semayang jumaat.. dier lambai kt aku...n aku pn mcm..pehal mamat ni.. aku kenal dier ker?? haha..pastu aku gelak sorang2...bengong nyer.. aku lambai blk kt dier...ekeke.. bagero tul eyh.. ok lah..habis citer kt kg... skg aku dh blk putrajaya.. pastu..dh blk cni..aku ngan member lame tros contact blk each other...kitorg wat planning nk raye umah masing2.. memuler dulue blk.. aku raye kt precint 11.. memuler gi umah hop.. n then nazrin.. tetiber lak dh nk kuar umah nazrin tu ujan...tp kerana semangat yg kental..kami teruskn lagi perjuangang kami meredah hujan ribut pergi kerumah faiz...ekeke...bodo seyh..citer nk gempaq jerk..tkder arh ribut mane.. hujan mcm ader gak arh kilat...ekeke...tp tkder lak monsun taufan sume... hehe..itu hanyelah rekaan semate2..ekekke pastu aper ekk..emrp..aahaa..lepas umah hop kn kami gi umah nazrin.. mase tgh jln nk gi umah nazrin tu mmg ari mendung giler2 arh..takut gakk woo..tp disebabkan keazaman yg kental..kami sampai juge di umah nazrin.. kitorg memuler..ntah arh..mcm lepak2 kt luar arh...mase tu tktau umah nazrin kt ner..pastu mcm jln2 arh dulue kn.. pastu dak2 laki borak2 lah dulue kn..n then kami yg perempuan ni mcm aper nk wat ek.. sbnarnyer perempuan 3 org jer..haha.. kire yg dpt menghadirkan diri arh kn.. pastu kami borak2 sesame kami... pastu mulut mcm terase gatal2 nk usha org lain kn.. ader sorg abg ni..dier tgh nk kuar arh.. pastu yg syaf pn .. hai bang.. assalamualaikum.. abg tu ckp waalaikumsalam.. pastu syaf mcm senyum2 ckp.. kami nk raye ni.. n then abg tu ckp blk.. aaa raye arh.. pastu kitorg pn mcm gelak2... layan gak abg neyh kn.. mase kt umah faiz.. kitorg amek mase utk keringkn bdn.. sbb kene air ujan lah kn.. hehe.. then.. faiz surow saper ntah kuar beli bende2... semase menunggu brg2 yg dibeli tu..masing2 dh ngantuk plus letih... pastuh biol n hop amek gitar.. melayan perasaan lah kami ni kan.. haha.. pastu yg membeli brg pn blk.. kt umah faiz ni kami mkn keropok bende tah..twisties lah..rollercoaster arh.. byk arh gak.. main campur..n still air gas.. kt umah faiz lame sket kot sbb nk tunggu ujan berenti n kami melayan perasaan kn... so blk umah kul 5.30.. bpk aku amek kt bus-stop.. kire best arh gak kn sbb dpt melepas rindue..ekekke ampeh... adeih penat aku story..nnt kalo ader mase aku citer lak hari2 yg aku lalui semase cutie sekolah ini dgn lepak di alamanda..tata..=)) sweet dream..haha
best day had come... haha...just went back from ceramah at 16... haha.. it was a fun day there .. eventho there weren't tht much of people go there... i still had fun there... we conquer everything.. our school.. haha.. cuz we're the only one sleeping there.. hurmp.. but all of us cant slept tht well cuz everybody was disturbing others... tht's the most annoying part laa.. my roommate had only slept one hour.. huh.. stupid lol... memuler ceramah first day abes kul 11.30.. and then mandi2 sumer... get ready nk tidp arh..cuz tk sempat nk mandi sebelum maghrib tuh.. but then when i was about to sleep.. c norlia kater..ala weh tkyah tido dulu... and then tu lah..kitorang borak2 n ketawe2... sampai cekgu mara... haha... kitorang cam..elehmek.. peduli hape.. so..still keep on laughing until 1 o'clock.. we're all tired to dead n decided to sleep.. but then at 3 a.m i heard sum weird noise... i looked up n saw boys laughing n seeking us sleeping..hurmp... tu aaa.. sampai kul 4 dh trauma nk tido..derang siap baling2 batu lah...eee sakit nyer ati.. sbb kitorang mmg planning nk bgn kul 4 .. then sumer mmg cam ngantuk ahr... mase ceramah tu tkyh ckp arh.. mmg ramai yg tido... biar penceramah borak sengsorang... huhu.. untill now i still cant forget him recently.. what can i do to stop me from thinking bout him huh?? tried everything to do tht... still cudnt.. nk ckp ape pn tkkn leh...sbb dier mmg ramai peminat aite.. n peminat2 dier tu cam... kwn2 aku yg agak rapat.. so.. i just have to keep myself quiet n listen to them mumbling bout him... huhuw... only god can help me.. honestly am missing him... i didnt talk to him for quite a long time... i dun know why... maybe cuz i dun want my fren to get hurt when i talk to him cuz when i talk to him.. people will kaitkan kami balek.. tu yg aku mls tu.. i know people will say just ignore what everyone's sayin' but i cudnt... cuz i listen to them to be a better person... hermp.. but dun worry.. i'll get him outta my mind soon.. i have to concentrate on my studies now.. haha.. no dreaming haa... huhu.. pape pn... yg bace blog neyh... especiall SORAYA tu yg selalu mengikuti perkembangan aku... dun get me wrong... just to voiced out ape yg terkandung dlm ati aku... aku tk pk yg lain tau.. NABIL 4 LIFE!!! =P
knowing tht i'm only dreamin' i wanted to tell u... how much i care i wanted to tell you.. how much was i scared i wanted to tell you.. how'd i really felt i wanted to tell you.. how i found ur picture n just stare i now have the chance to let u know.. but i dun think it's a good time for me my heart bleeds when u're not by my side my mind scream when ur name is what i hear.. i place a pillow to ease my sorrow but insted.. i cry with no end knowing that my hope is about to blow.. knowing that my heart will hurt more than just tomorrow life moves on with or without you. I have the options to be happy or frown all my life and I choose to live my life to the fullest even when you can't be with me. It doesn't matter whether my smile is a fake or if my happiness is not real, i'll put on my widest grin and biggest laugh just to enjoy whatever i have at the moment. If I can't make myself happy, at least i can make those around me happy
nothing in life is fair I'm not looking for someone to talk to I've got my friends, I'm more than O.K. I've got more than a boys could wish for I live my dreams but it's not all they say Still I believe I'm missing something real I need someone who really sees me Don't wanna wake up alone anymore Still believing you'll walk through my door All I need is to know it's for sure Then I'll give all the love in the world I've often wondered if love's an illusion Just to get you through the loneliest days I can't criticize it - I have no hesitation My imagination just stole me away Still I believe I'm missing something real I need someone who really sees me Don't wanna wake up alone anymore Still believing you'll walk through my door All I need is to know it's for sure Then I'll give all the love in the world Love's for a lifetime not for a moment So how could I throw it away Yeah I'm only human And nights grow colder With no-one to love me that way Yeah I need someone who really sees me And I won't wake up alone anymore Still believing you'll walk through my door You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure Then I'll give all the love in the world (Don't wanna wake up alone)
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hahaahhaaaa....eeeeeeeeeeeee... adesss.. aku tktau arh per nk jadiek ngan aku skg ni..pauah arh..eish.. heeee... ngeri..PMR nk dekat dah..tp...study cam siyal...aaaaaaaaaaaa ... eee..sedih jerk.. bkn masalah sstudy jer..masalah kt umah agik... heish... nasib baek...aku cam dh ok ngan dak tuh.. kami tkder arh ckp.. tp tiap kali nmpk dier aku akan feel normal.. sbb kalo tk dup dap.. haha tu dulu arh.. skg...dh eppy ending arh kot...dier ngan idop dier... aku ngan idop aku.. haha.. tkyah nk susa2 pk k.. huhuw... yana pn ok.. haha.. no more stuff bout him when she met me..haha.. well...ade arh sket2 huhu.... cam ampeh jerk.. ahax... tp tkper arh.. janji idop aku senang..yeay!!
aku pn tk tau.... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaha... adesss.. ade jerk masalah ko ney yan...heish....ko ni pn nk bad mood jgn arh kt skolaa... kn sumer org dh salah paham... adeshh... hahahah.... so now... i've made up my mind... i wanna be sumfin' tht my parent want me to be... but i'm not sure whether i can be what they want me to be... hahah....cipan tul lah.. psl mamat tu...ermp...tkper arh...biar dier ngan yana... aku tknk sbb mamat tu aku ngan yana gado... biar arh org nk kater aper ker... aku pn mls nk pk psl mamat tu...bkn tkder bende lain aku nk pk... heish..pening gak paler otak aku memikirkan what best for everybody.... bg aku...happiness people around me are more important than myself...so... let it be arh... masalah ni aku harap akan settle ekk... hahaha... kerja kursus sejarah...adesss....nasib baik cekgu tk mara... ekekeke... aha....sebut psl ney... aku dpt p camp sejarah kt alam shah....pewitt...skolah dak laki yg pandai2 n encem2 tu...ekekekeke.... adess...bodo jerk...cewah...aku t'pilih ah...fulamak...terkezutt cipan aku... ahaha... ye arh...mane tknye.... dh arh aku ni bodo lembab bangang dan sbgnye... tetiber t'pilih...tp aku rase cikgu pilih secare rambang...name yg pelik2 dier panggil lah...ekekekek...bodo jerk aku ni... hahaha k arh aku pn mls nk pk bebyk...nk study... chou everyboly....=P
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.. ekekek.. bodo2 jerk.. pastu mcm kt umah pn tkder arh byk ckp sgt.. cumer mase mkn tu ehehe.. bese arh kn..