 hey! this is where i kinda express my feelings. i easily get bored so this place is my cure of boredom ;)
people can call me yan because it is short and simple. my full name is kinda long but still nice and long ;D i currently live in bkt mhkota in slangor. i'm a uitm malacca's student doing my first year in dip in accounting information system. i'm not good in writing so if you ever get bored reading my blog just keep it to your self ;)
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tk sihat..???=(( hahahha....ape laa izyan..cemaner ko bleh tk syhat??? ekekeke..ape arh ko..tgk..ko tk sihat jerk sumer dak klass ko pn tk sihat gak...selalu nyerh derang eppy jerk....tp duer ari neyh muker derang selenger jerk..aper lah ko ni...cumer muker norlia yg cun mcm tenuk tu jerk yg slamber...ekekeke... selamber2 jerk aku ckp dier tenuk...sorie ekk norlia....ekekekek...ampehs jerk... rabu ... khamis ... aku tk sihat...tp still kuatkan diri melangkah ke sekolah...ekekke bahase baku tu....tu..=P... tp setelah berfikir terlalu lame...[5 saat jer sebearnye] aku decided no to go to school pd hari jumaat... hahaha... maner larat beb... lgpn ari jumaat tu aku mmg tau cekgu ramai yg tkkan masuk...sbb ari neyh ader hari mengambil report card aku yg byk warner rainbow tu...akakakak... cam ampeh... ermp.... dan kire lamer gak lah aku tkkan dpt tgk muker kwn2 aku yg cam baba n nyonya tu...ekekekek... jumaat... aku dgr ader bdk br masuk... ermp...tkpe arh...biar dier arh nk masuk kan..tkkan aku nk halang...nk ckp...ehh ko tk leh masuk...berambus2..haha...tkkan nk ckp camtu kan...lain lah kalo skolah tu moyang aku yg punye...leh gak aku halau sesaper yg aku tk minat...ekekekek.. cam bodo jerk... unfortunately...skolah tu bkn moyang aku yg punyer... heish...menyusahkan btol....ermp... lawa ker tk ekk bdk tuh??? tp aku dgr dak klass 3a1 ejek2 dier....heish...mangkok tul 3a1 tu=P...ekekeke ermp... tkper arh...tunggu selase nanti...i'll get to know her gakk kan..?=P ermp...sedeyh aku tk dtg skola...boring wooo...dok dlm umah tido jerk...yer arh nk wat aper agik... bkn larat...ekekeke...kalo p skola pn akan rase camtu..emm..ntah arh... aku pn malas nk pk.. k arh...aku pn nk mengemas...nk jd anak mithali dlm mase...tk kurang dr 2 minit...bye2...chou..=P
Life with Regret... aaaaaaaa...aku tgh borink sbb tk dpt p skolah....tu arh psl...saper surow saket...heiesh...bkn salah aku... kalo aku tk saket btul2...aku tkkan tk p skolah.... dok dlm ruman neyh pn nk wat aper...mcm tunggul jerk...so...skolah makes me feel better... there i get to meet all my friends n shared our stories together...kt rumah..nk share ngan saper..?? antu sebelah aku neyh..heish...paper pn...neyh ader satu citer sedeyh...waaaa..=(( sedeyh sgt...tajuk dier LIFE WITH REGRET..=)) 10th grade Graduation Day
herlow boys out there..=)) WHEN A GIRL REALLY FALL IN LOVE Guys. realize that the girl holding onto u.. is PERFECT in their own special way. The way she laughs.. The way she sleeps.. The way she loves you.. The way she tries to please you... Always remember that. She can always walk away and up, getting someone else who can love her more. For all you know, there is someone out there wooing her already, but she is rejecting, a maybe perfect love for you. There might also be someone out there.. who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now, fufill her every need and love her as much as she loves you. Understand that. Girls have a huge guilty concience. ...imagine this, guys. When you are holding her today... and then you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal. and then you run back to her... and u do the same.... but you see love in her eyes... What do you think? Do you feel the hurt? Can you feel guilty? She loves you not because you are good looking, have money, buy her things, make her parents happy, or that you have a car or bike. It's because.. she loves you.... n FOR YOU. she loves the way you laugh, the way you sleep, the way you hug and hold her, make every little bad thing go away. That's why she loves you. Always remember that. There might be another guy... who wants to have what you have. So dun let relationships run wrong. You might never have another chance with that girl. Dun regret when you lost a gem..
hahahazy in my house??!! ahax.... yeay..finally i get to meet him...huhuw...what a pleasant surprise...i aint even know he's cumin' to my house... when i got back from my tuition class.. his dad called my dad n told him tht he's on the way to putrajaya... n tht momment i screamed lyk hell...haha... yer arh..saper tk terkejut... aritu kater nk dtg...pastu tunggu berabad lamernyerh...tk dtg2...la nii baru sampai..ekekekke.. aper lah hazy.... aritu janji nk kenalkan ngan hafiy lah...liya lah...nurul lah... sekali tk sempat....cuz dier dtg dlm kul 12 camtuh...ekekek...aper lah hazy... esok nyerh lak....dier antar p skolah arh..naik keta bapak aku...pastu nampak lah norlia...ekekke...au nmpk arh..dier tktau nampak ker tk.... tp aku cepat2 dtg kt norlia n told her hazy's in my car... n norlia sempat lah tgk muker hazy yg mcm kera tuh=P...ekekekke... adess...n then nmpk iman...aku btaw iman... yg iman beriya2 nk jumper hazy... kater balik skolah nanti dier nk dtg umah aku larh...ekekeke... aper lah minah tuh...over excited btul....norlia steady jerk...dier lak yg lebih2... heish... pape pon mlm yg hazy dtg tu aku tido dlm kul 3....adess... memuler bwk mkn... lepas mkn tuh...balik umah n tgk citer 'THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW' ... ahahah... mcm tk penah tgk jerk... nasib baek kt skolah aku tk tertido.... itu pon tercungap2 nk catch aper yg cekgu tgh ajar... alhamdulillah masuk sket2... balek dr skolah tuh igt dpt arh jumper hazy balek.. but as i thought before... dier balek shah alam awal... dlm kul 11 camtuh...ekekekek...tp tkper...at least i get to meet him n his sister as well.. thanx 4 cumin' ma mate....=))
whut's happening?? ehhe....today got kelas tambahan also arh... balek dr klas tambahan teros masuk bilek...p tido... pastu tido punyer tido...tk sedar dah kul 2.30..skali adek aku kejutkan surow aku turn sbb hafiy dtg...ekekeke... ampeh nyerh hafiy...baru nk sambung mimpi... dier p pinjam hwk kt aku...ekekeke.. ader ker patot.. bkn nk wat sendirik..ahax..tkper arh... janji ko bahgier kan...ekekeke... tadi aku p klas tambahan..memuler tu mcm tknk p..tp tkper arh...dok rumah pn rase cam nk mati...so betta if i get out kan.. n then biler sampai sekolah..yana tgh tunggu sengsorank kt tangge...ekekek ciyan dier....tkper2..smalam aku ngan nissa tunggu berduer...arineyh dier lak...ekeeke ciyan ko yana... tunggu eddy kaa??? ekeekke... semangat tunggu awal2 tp eddy still dtg lambat.. ahax...aper lah ngko neyh yana..=P... tp tkper arh.... kitorang borak2 dulue kt ctu n then dlm 8.45 kitorang masuk skolah.... dok2...skali soraya dtg.... ekekek..patotnyer aritu janji pakai baju warner merah... tp aku ngan nissa jerk pakai warner merah.. yana ngan soraya warner itam... saket ati jerk..ekekeke..tp tkper arh...dtg klas tambahan bkn utk melawa kan...ekekekek...aper arh... dah masuk klas...aku still dok ngan nor n puteri mcm smalam...yer arh...geng2 aku yg lain sumer tk dtg...saket ati jerk...yg c norlia tu... tk dtg sbb tkder member...ahax...slamberk jerk nk dtg ker tknk dtg...ekekeke...ampeh... aku dh arh byk bende nk citer kt korang... byk sgt... skali korang tk dtg..haish..aper laa naseb.. masalah aku ngan family aku arh... ngan sekolah arh...kirenyerh...makin aku nk exam..makin byk problem yg dtg.... does it seems to be fair on me??? ermp... ntah arh... aku tk buat aper pn..biarlah...tawakal cukop...ekekeke... tp tkper...mesti ader hikmah disebalik nyerh... td aku jumper nor....nor skg dh kire eppy arh ngan idop dier...ekekek...dier baru kapel ngan ejat cabin... ekekeke...kire loving couple of the year arh derang tu....ahax... nor tuh mmg cute... no wonder peminat dier pn ramai..ekekeke...nor skg ko jwp arh ngan faaz tuh nanti... frust menongeng lak nanti dier tuh...ekekkeke.. paper pn i wish u the luck =P... ahax... aper lah ko neyh...dah ader satu...nk carik agik satu...=P... ahax...ntah arh.. dak lain sumer cam dh ok with their life... cumer aku jerk blom...huhu.....ntah arh..aper nk jadiek pn jadiek arh...aku dh tknk amek keysah dah... aku nk stop dreaming n biar arh kehidupan aku yg lead me all the way thru... malas nk mengharap setinggi gunung dah... makin tinggi harapan aku...makin hancur ianya berkecai...ahax... skg neyh pn aku akan cube concentrate arh...aku mls nk pk psl bende lain... makin saketkan paler otak aku... skg neyh aku pn baru nk masuk 15... huhuw... tkbleh nk rancang byk2 pn dlm usia mcm neyh... kehidupan kiter neyh pn singkat.... ntah2...dah arwah dah aku esok...maner tau... amalan ibadat aku pn...bknnyerh cukop.... aku pn tktau arh...aper nk jadiek ngan aku neyh... everything goes wrong when i'm at a place.... why it's happened to me aku pn tkleh nk jwp.... life's full of risk... the only thing i can tell... huhuw...tkper arh..janji...yg lain ok with their lifes..=))
got into trouble...again..??? hahahha....adesss...tk abes2 ngan trouble lah ko neyh izyan... aper nk jadiek... cuber tengok cam aku neyh.... bese jerk bese paler otak ngko.... sebelom nk kutok org tu tgk diri tue dulu ekh... ko lah yg selalu wat aku get into trouble.... stupid idiot... lol...aku lak....ko lah... yg ko main sms mase kt kg tu pehal...dah tau yg mama tk kasek maen sms bebanyak...ko gatal gak nk maen ngan dier...aaa skg kan dah kene tarik enpon...haaa.. pdn muker ngko... hey... bangang gak lah ngko neyh... dah dier sms...tkkan tk layan... kalo ko pn ko akan layan kan...??? tkkan nk biar jerk dier camtue....
yer lah...nk maen sms tu boleyh lah...tp yg ko lari biler mama surow tlg dier pastue sambung sms tu wat per..???? tk ker keje parah tu...aper lah ngko....
alaaa...yer arh..yer arh.... sumer salah aku lah... aku jerk yg salah.... dah tu skg neyh nk wat study group cemaner??? dah arh aku tk thn idup dlm umah yg mcm zoo neyh... buku aku still kt norlia... cemaner nk confirm ngan derang neyh???
aper susa....call jerk lahh....
masalahnyerh no fon derang sumer dlm enpon....aku maner igt.... igt aku tkder bende lain nk igt ker.. adesss...tension aku... satgi hwk tk siap...cekgu marah...mama marah...sumerang marah.... dah arh mlm td dok marah2... aper masalah dier aku pn tktau...saket ati jerk... dah arh aku pening kepale mlm td....dok surow aku angkat tangga yg gedabak tu arh...wat ini ..wat itu.. kemas bilek... aper lah... aku tau arh nk wat cemaner bilek aku... bilek anak2 dier yg lain tuh tk amek kesah lak... aku dah besar..... aku tau lah.... heish...tension jerk...
alaaa ko neyh... dier kan mak ngko...tkkan tu pn nk merengek.... she want the best 4 u aite...kalo tk ... tkder lah dipanggil mak dier tuh..aper lah ngko
yer lah2... salah aku.... lain kali aku kene ikut jerk lah ckp dier ekk... dah besar pn nk tanyer sumer bende kt dier... yg sms tu...aku baru nk release tension.... dah arh br abes exam....asyik2 surow aku study... dier igt paler otak aku neyh mcm robot aper.... asyik2 nk study...selame neyh adek2 aku tu dok main....tkder lak dier kesah.... yg neyh aku baru abes exam...tkkan tkleyh rest... sumer nk study... sumer nk wat keje rumah.... kalo dh tk thn tu asal tk amek jerk org gaji.... at least mkn minum aku terjage...neyh tk... office 24/7...saper thn.... monyet kt zoo tuh pn mk dier yg jage tau..... aku tk thn arh... baru sms sket... dah biseng... kalo camni...baek dr dulu dier tk bg enpon tu kt aku... menyemak jerk....
hey...enpon tuh salah ko gakkan ... ko yg mintk enpon...tkkan dier tknk bg....
yer arh...aku memuler tu mmg tknk amek kire psl enpon tu... tp aku nk mintk aper agik utk befday aku??? kalo aku mintk pi sumwhere ker....mesti dier tk kasek.... dah enpon tu jerk ader dlm fikiran aku...nk wat cemaner.... aku pn dah agak dah... kalo ader enpon nie...aku mesti lagik parah... tp nk wat cemaner... aku pn tk expect this things would happen...sbb neyh laa aku tau....my journey to malaysia will be a disaster... at least kat uk aku ader kwn2 yg giler2 sket...dpt sejukkan ati aku.... dak kt cnieh... ntah arh...i didnt get to know them well agik...so...tkleyh arh... ehhe.. i missed all the memories i created there... sheff gath...sekolah melayu.... lake district... malay uk gath n everything.... ermp...
ermp...ntah arh izyan...aku pn tktau aper nk jadiek ngan ko neyh.... kalo ko nk marah mak ngko pn.... dier tetap mk ko....nothing can change the facts.... u have to remember tht....
yer arh...aku tau...aku neyh pn kalo marah sekejap jerk....lepas tuh luper arh... paper pn...aku tawakal jerk arh...nk tunggu result eexam neyh....adesss... aku rase mati ler aku lepas cuti neyh nanti...
ehhe...memacam lah ngko.... janji ko eppy...
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hidup hidup.... ermp....sekarang neyh tengah heboh bout mid term exam...every schools will have to do the exam... all over malaysia.... hurmp.... i found it not veru hard actually but i know i cudnt make it... i bet i aint got no A at all.... thats wat i'm afraid of... my parent give me hope up to the sky....but i ... i just can do it... i'm sorry mum...dad.... i cudnt be the person u're hoping me to be.... i just.... i know it was all my fault.... u can put the blame on my shoulder.... i wudnt ask for anything except..... today i met him again... but he just ignored me.... cuz... that is exactly wat i did went i saw him... i'm sorry.... i cudnt give u no more hope.... i just.... i dun deserved to have u boy... u deserved sum1 special.... sum1 hu cud take u in a sweet dream.. lyk yana.... huhuw... sorry... that's the only word i cant say.... i'm not lyk everyone else.... u dont know me at all.... but... i admit... u got a good lookin' face... no wonder ur secret admirer all around the school... hahaha.... but i can only watch u from tht wall... but it's all rite with me.... i know u're lyk a superstar or summet... maybe i dun even deserve to look at u.... but... i cant help it tho.... hmm..i just cudnt find the way to make u out from my head... i did tried several time.... but it's not working.... god... do i really have to face this shyt?? i just cudnt stand it no more... everyday i saw him....every momment i'm thinking bout him.. now i just cudnt talk to him like usual... felt a lil bit strange.. he did tried to talk to me.... but i just ignored him.... hmmm.. u didnt know how i feel... it just... i shudnt have do tht to him... i guess... i'm sorry again.. =)) bout the thing... only me n hazy know... no1 else know bout it... not even iman... haha... see how much i trusted u hazy... hope u didnt betray me... if not... i'll make u as my food....hahaha... k arh.. skang aku nk tenangkan fikiran aku.... bye2
how do i feel about him..?? hermp... cudnt tell what is happening to me... how do i feel bout him... i dunno what to say... thats y i dun wanna involved in this studip nonsense things...now i cudnt cocentrate n ..... gosh... if this is the feeling/...i'd rather stay back in UK.. he is..?? I AM
I am not who you think I am
eeeee...biler aku dh idop senang...mesti ader yg tk puas ati Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…sakit ati..sakit jiwa…sakit mental….sumer saket dah dtg dlm idop aku skang…eeeeeee…stupid cow nyerh bdk…nk sebarkan rumours tuh…sabar2 arh……geram aku…bangang arh….eeeeee…sakit jiwa mangkuk ayon nyerh bdk…aaaaaaaaaa… baboonnnnnnn aaaa….ksian lah kt aku neyh weyh….aper yg aku dh buat sampai ko sebarkan bende2 siyal camtuh…aku ader kaco idop ngko ker…ader aku amek keysah psl ngko ker….aaaaaaaaaaaaaa…. so-sial lah…..aaaaaaaaaaaaa…. geram nyerh aku….ko nk lawan ngan aku kan…tkper…ko tengok satu ari nanti…ko akan tumbang mcm anak berok baru belajar berjoget!!!….aaaa… ya Allah.... wat happen to me... hish... aku bengkek tul lah...asal dier tetiber masuk campor dlm idop aku...aku tkder kaco dier pon...ko minat sangat dak tuh...haaa pi lah mintak kapel kt dir...bajet tk malu....adesss.. geram nyerk... aku baru nk idop eppy skang...trid not to think bout those shyt... but u ruind it.... u just a stupid bitch who lik to ruined athers... y cant u just look at urself... gosh
wargh!!!! ahax....weyh...eppy giloz ari neyh...kakaka... guess wat...i just got a new phone...wargh!!...and its the one that I wished for...kakaka... I'm a bit surprised tho cuz.. at first...when she caught me from school...we went to my dad's office to get another car... then she said sorry to my sister cuz she aint got a card for her...but then i said... i aint even got mine last year...hahahha.... i didnt really mean anything tho.. it just...out of my mouth.. i didnt mean to say it...but ..u know...hahaha.. n then she said.. wat i want... n said..naah just forget it cuz i didnt really want anything much.. but then i said.. handphone a good one...ahax... then she said..which one i want her to buy..n i said abah know the modul.. then she said she'll buy it but its present for last n this year present..n i said... allrite.. then after i got back from ma tuition class she put her hand in her handbag n handed the new phone to me...hahah ... n i was...wOw...kakaka.. well... nobody expected that kinda surprised rite..?? AHX.. ALHAMDULILLAH..=))
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